Exploring the FemDomme Fetish

I have been a cam model for almost a year now & I still haven't found my "niche". And I think that's ok? The sex work industry is vast and wide and different at every corner. It makes you take stock of yourself & who are in a very upfront way. You can't find your "niche" or your "brand" until you find out who you are in this world & how you want share yourself. I am not entirely sure what those answers are for me yet. The change I feel in my personality as I switch to my online SW mode is different than I feel when I'm having an in person interaction. In the "real world" I'm still outspoken, open, & all those base personality traits, but I'm also more submissive in my sexual relationships. I enjoy serving my partner & being used for pleasure. However, online I'm much more dominant. I'm bossier, more demanding, quicker with my sharp tongue, & have this need to command those around me & demand the attention I believe I deserve. And it's thrilling. And confusing. There is so much competition & pressure to seperate yourself from the rest of cam/online SW world by standing out. I think more recently, and I could be wrong as I'm sure I am, the biggest way to seperate themselves is through femdommme & findom. I get the appeal, its looks like such an easy niche & easily lucrative. Yet, once you really look into that fetish, especially online, you find it's not easy at all. I fell into that fairytale dream & thought "I could be femdomme" and I was even more confused than when I started. You see, I've always been a sexual person & I've always been very interested in the sex industry. As I got older, I became intrigued by the BDSM community & really wanted to explore into that world. Its huge & so incredibly diverse. And while the community is whole heartedly welcoming & willing to help you learn & grow, its members invest a lot of time, emotion, mental energy, & money into this lifestyle that attempting to just enter it & start using it for money seemed highly disrespectful. Not to mention, would you really want to upset a group of people well versed in various restraint methods & pain inflicting tools? I'll pass. They are a kind group, but they are fierce. And I absolutely love that aspect. On my Dominant exploration I also began to realize that whil I liked the idea of being a powerful FemDomme, I lacked the creativity & dedication specifically needed for this genre of kink. These Doms have to invest so much time not only into making new & exciting content, but they also have to make sure they're covering several different sub fetishes within the Dominantion kink, cultivate & screen new subs, maintain their relationship with existing subs & stay up do date on punishments, rewards, & so on all while still doing the basic SW type admin duties such as advertising, editing, shooting, filming etc. Now I don't want this to read as if I'm lazy or not interested in putting in the work. That's necassary for any SW. But I'm still really learning how to effectively do all that on a base level. So I can't in good consious give a half ass effort into kink community that deserves full effort. There are too many "fake" doms as it is. And so I'm still learning & exploring my own place in this wild, freaky fun world.

New toy review

[i][/i][pink][/pink]Hey y'all! I miss dropping in to chat and you, but I've been building my audience and brand along with my fan base.
So last week my DL surprised me with two new toys! What s good boy he is. They're not interactive but that's next on my list. The one I tried is called a Chi flirt stimulator. It's basically a gspot stimulator with a clitoral teaser that reminds me of the little whirlwind dealy from back in the day. It has 12 speeds, both attractions have separate functions and it's charged via USB cable. I like the flexibility, I was afraid it would be hard and not very enjoyable. Was I wrong!! This toy had me climbing the walls! Another great thing about the Chi is that it's waterproof as that's an absolute must for me.

So if you're looking for a little something different I would definitely suggest you give it a go. I know it's on eBay, I'm sure you can find it on quite a few sites.


I'll review this multi triple wtf contraption I got the other day as soon as I'm brave enough to try it.

Has this ever happened to you?

Okay. So I know I can't be the only one this has happened to .
So I had a guy who i was.. passing time with. We had good times and eventually planned on going further after boundaries and trust were established. Anyway, it wasn't for a lack of trying that I couldn't set it up, I was on a hunt and the ladies were there. For me. Not him. When I have a male partner that's a potential to indulge in the swinger's lifestyle with me I don't usually dabble without him. So I was turning down quite a few proposals. The whole time he was thinking I wasn't putting forth any effort into this and I was actually trying to spare his feelings. Whenever I was a "girlfriend" and a couple came to me, I expected the dude to be packing. I mean if you wanna entice me impress me I can get mediocre anywhere, and little? Hell no. Not saying the guy had to be a 12, a 10 would be fine, but seriously, those guys are usually humble about their..... shortcomings. One morning he outta nowhere says I should have just said I didn't like women. I had a flash of every female I encountered and the end result. His dick was too small. I had to think of how to put it tactfully without causing permanent damage to his little ego. So I told him yeah I love women, that yeah they wanted to play with me, they just didn't wanna play with him. I think I might have damaged him anyways because now he doesn't call or text me anymore, which is a huge relief for me because I'm getting nothing but beautiful ladies and I'm loving it!


So we're you ever put in an awkward situation? What happened and how did you handle it?

Creampie Locked /w Butt Plug (Public SPA Userfuck)

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One of MDH users invited me for a nice swim at a SPA. I had to wear an #analplug before and during our visit. He also wanted a #blowjob and #anal fuck. Afterwards I had to putt the buttplug back so it would keep his huge creampie inside me. I felt very naughty to wear this glass #plug underneath my bikini in the pool. After the shower we went to the sauna area and the plug and his creampie were locked in my ass to the naked sauna.

Any one interested?

Hi. I just got back into caming to make some extra money. I was looking to see if any models were interested in joining up and working together to make more money. If you have done this before or are interested let me know! Any incite on making more money would be greatly appreciated!!(:

Well dear webcam blog

I camed twice 2 today, this week have just been so webcam shitty. I had a lot of freeloaders and very little people coming to my room. I have tried to cam at least cam 4 hours a day and it just not doing well. I have tried to upgrade my profile and tip menu and it didn't help much either. I don't want to quit but still I don't know what to do with my webcam situation. I had one regular today who tipped me maybe 35Tokens and it was one of the best things of the day. Yesterday I earned 0 tokens on 4 hours. I don't if it's because I'm not new anymore but I don't want to think so much about it. I just want to buy a new webcam so people don't complain about the shitty phone cam I'm using right now. In order to get a new webcam I need to earn money. I would be very happy if anyone wanted gift me a new webcam T.T lol.

I got fake tipped yesterday which was ironic because I had another webcam model who I was chatting on pm with. The model just wanted to ask if I had ever got fake tipped and I said no and then it just happened. I reported the emoticon and kicked the person out from my room.

Is this real life? LOL

Hey Everyone... So I thought this would make a good first entry for my blog, here. Though I plan to have one elsewhere...stay tuned! Sometimes I can't believe that I am a 'cam girl' and no that doesn't mean that I'm embarrassed or shy about it....I'm PROUD. I'm proud of this community of great people I've joined. Not to mention the friendships and connections I've made with my mod's and followers... Everyone has been so generous, sweet, flirty and naughty. It's a fabulous ride right now. And I don't see an end in site... More to come! [12][/12]

Woot

If I don't win this category do you know the tantrum I'm going to throw
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